The Fallout of Sexual Sin: What is it costing you?

The Fallout of Sexual Sin: What is it costing you?

Do you know the experience of slavery? Do you want to stop masturbating, looking at porn, having anonymous sex, etc. and find that you can’t? You’ve probably made hundreds of promises to God and others, but your words increasingly ring hollow – even to yourself.

Since you’ve been trying to change for years without success, you just expect you’ll be at it again eventually…

Dave White

Even worse, have you suffered with uncontrollable thoughts? You try to restrain where your mind wanders, but it keeps straying back against your will to certain memories, individuals, or fantasies. Thoughts break in constantly, causing distraction. You’ve prayed, fasted, memorized Scripture, but nothing seems to work for very long. The thoughts, desires, attractions come back, leaving you feeling defeated and hopeless. You lose hope that victory over your thoughts is even possible.

How has your struggle with sexual sin – in your desires and behavior – impacted your life? It appears so innocuous at first: masturbation may be a “guilty pleasure,” but it seems relatively harmless. Using porn or fantasy to fuel your behavior is an obvious necessity. But there is always progression. What starts with provocative ads or romance novels turns into soft porn and explicit stories. Then you want to experience more and more. Eventually still pictures aren’t enough and the Internet has made video downloads so easy. What began as a pleasant escape from the humdrum routine or pressures of life becomes an obsession. Some people begin spending hours every day surfing the Internet for new porn. Others pursue connection through chat rooms or phone sex. Many end up doing what they previously thought impossible – seeking out sexual encounters.

This increasing escalation has a price tag. We all have a very finite life. The time, energy, and money invested in pursuing sexual sin is robbing from your family, future security, career aspirations, ability to serve God and others, etc. Every day men and women are sacrificing things of infinite value to pursue their sexual desires. Even our health becomes a casualty. HIV and other STDs abound. The strain of living a secret, “double life” results in depression, ulcers, anxiety. In Psalm 32:3-4 David describes the cost of hidden sin, “For when I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long. For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was dried up as by the heat of summer.” We willingly sacrifice everything most dear to us – spouse, children, career, financial success, even our faith (described as “more precious than gold” in 1 Peter 1:7) – on the altar of our sexual desires. It is crucial to reckon with this reality. What has your sin cost you?

Even if your struggle hasn’t escalated as just described, have you noticed that the desires are taking up more space in your head? Maybe you are able to manage your behavior on a day-to-day basis, but do you invest time carefully planning your next opportunity? Or savoring the memories of your last exploit? How do you respond to others when your carefully orchestrated plan is thwarted? Maybe your behavior looks okay on the outside, but inwardly you’re enslaved.

There is something incredibly important you need to know – you are not alone in this battle against sin. Too many in the Church either aren’t being honest or are blind to this reality, but every Christian who wants to grow in holiness needs to face the fact that there are places in life where he or she is still enslaved by sin. So Paul writes,

“For I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate. Now if I do what I do not want, I agree with the law, that it is good. So now it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. So I find it to be a law that when I want to do right, evil lies close at hand. For I delight in the law of God, in my inner being, but I see in my members another law waging war against the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members. Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin” (Romans 7:15-25).

Paul poignantly describes the experience of every Christian battling against sin. There is a profound sense of slavery and frustration in our inability to overcome particular struggles. You can almost see Paul beating his head against the wall in utter exasperation. And the battle is on two fronts: we both continue in sin we hate and at the same time woefully neglect God’s calling to love him and others in specific ways. Your situation is not unique – it was experienced by the most prolific writer of the NT, the eminent apostle who fearlessly took the message of Christ to Rome, the place of ultimate power and opposition to Jesus in the 1st century. And it has been the experience of every other leader in the Church since and every man in the pew. All of us continue to struggle significantly with sin as Christians and sexual sin in particular reduces us to slavery. But in the midst of his seeming despair, Paul clings to the hope of our Deliverer. The goal of this book is for you to see the heart of the gospel – Jesus came to deliver you from the kingdom of darkness now!

Regardless of where you are in your struggle with sexual sin, prayerfully consider the following questions and know that despite where you’ve been, Jesus is offering you a transformed life!
• What have you sacrificed on the altar of sexual sin? (Examples: money, time, relationships, etc.). Are you honestly assessing what it is costing you in your life, your relationships, your walk with God?

• What “encouragement” can you gain from Paul’s struggle with sin in Romans 7?

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About The Author
David White has served at Harvest USA since May 2000. He disciples men struggling with all kinds of sexual sin, leads support groups and partners with churches to address these critical issues. He has taught courses on ministry to sexual strugglers at Biblical Theological Seminary and Philadelphia Biblical University. David is a graduate of Temple University and Westminster Theological Seminary and is a teaching elder in the Philadelphia Presbytery (PCA).

3 Comments:


  • By jerry comer 14 Jan 2012

    When I was reading this it made me feel like someone really undestands me.I am a very private person.I never share my real feelings with anyone.Reading this gives me hope that I can overcome.I am ready to be free.

  • By Brad 07 Mar 2012

    I AM SO blessed to have been given the name of this site last night 3-6 12 by a friend at college. We were talking randomly about things in lfe and she told me that she went through a divorce after she and her husband tried getting help for his sexual addiction, to which he didn’t respond I guess. I have only spoken to this women about three times. (we are in our first class together), Anyway, I felt the Lord prompting me to ask her to pray for me and if it wasn’t too painful could she give me some help or advice in this area. she gave me this connection. I am THRILLED. I want out of this JUNK so bad. I can’t wait till this material is available in summer of ’12. Be blessed!!!

  • By Matt 03 Jul 2012

    Dave,

    Thanks for your comments here. Every time I read Romans 7:15-25 I know two things. First, Paul is describing me perfectly. Second, there is hope and deliverance in Christ and only in Him. As I am reminded who I am and whose I am, I have hope for this seemingly endless barrage and cycles of attack.
    You are on point when you describe the things we are losing and missing out on when we pursue sexual sins. I don’t want to go through the motions of this life and realize at the end how much I have lost and waisted seeking a false god and “graven images”.

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